Hi my name is Sariah. I am 16 and I am actually kind of happy again. I hope this feeling stays.
I still want you and only you.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why am I in love with such a douche bag?
It has been four months and there are still so many nights that I cry myself to sleep.
If you knew how heartbroken I was would you even care?
I just wanted you to fuck me. Is that really too much to ask for?
I honestly thought you wanted to fuck me too.
Is it because I’m not available enough for you?
Preston all I want is for you to notice me.
I want you to notice the scars, notice the suicidal thoughts, notice the depression, and notice the fact that I love you.
I want you to notice that I am screaming for somebody to help me.
I want you to notice that I am ruining my life and when you do hold me and say, “Everything will be alright because I am here.”
I want you to love me the way I love you.
No matter how many times people tell me I’m stupid for wanting you it won’t change.
Because I’m in love with you.
Love me, love me, say that you love me.
